Nothig to say

I have promised myself to write a new post for this blog at least twice a week, that is one post on each of my days off. This should be easy right, I mean I have a split schedule with at least two or three days between my days off (depending on the side of the week I'm on)? Wrong.
I find myself today with almost nothing to say. Well, it's not that I don't have anything to say, it's more that I'm not quite sure what to say. I had a really tough day at work yesterday, with a massive headache (but not a migraine, thank you God) and not feeling well all around. This put me in a grumpy mood and I found myself with the day almost over, and realizing I didn't really take any time to pray, or really say a meaningful "Thank you God", and I realized this was the most out of sorts I have felt since I started going back to church and really trying to pray every day.
It's funny, how you can miss something, like my heart-felt prayer, and not realize how important it really is to you. The same thing can happen with the people in our lives. It is sometimes, when you are so used to someone being there all the time, like a spouse if they are out for a girls or guys night really late. You try to get to bed at your regular time, but you find yourself tossing and turning and you don't know why. Then it dawns on you, that the person you usually sleep next to, or cuddle with (hey, we've been together for 10 years, and married for almost 5, and we still cuddle for at least a few minutes before we turn over to fall asleep), is not there and it is throwing yourself out of whack.
Maybe next time you are having a bad day, just think, did I pray today? It may not make the day go away, but sometimes it can make the day that much better than it was when it started. At least, that is how it felt for me when I finally got a chance to say, "Thank you God, thank you for today, it may not have been perfect, but it reminded me of how much better I feel when I take the time to talk with you."

If there is anyone else out there who is reading this, or any of my future posts, and is either struggling with their faith and needs someone to share their fears and doubts with, or anyone who just wants to share words of encouragement and faith so that everyone can hear, please don't hesitate to leave a note on this blog. This is not just for me, but for anyone who needs to know that they are truly not alone out there and someone else may be going through the same things that they are now, or have gone through the same things in the past.

Thank you all of listening and Gold Bless!